cause in the animal kingdom, males are much vainer

having had a waistline of 37 inches when I was 10 years old (and at around 4'7"), it is inevitable that by now, there's that conscious effort to keep the jeans from getting tad too fitting. not again will i look like mojacko.

don't get me wrong, i am not that vain - well, not yet -hehe. i am not even sure why i am writing this entry. maybe it's because my chest muscles are effin' sore.. after sets of inclined, chest, and declined press. maybe to let you know how painstaking looking good can be. maybe to give my record-breaking dumbbell press tonight (at 45-45lbs) justice.

i guess i am merely preparing... preparing by exerting conscious effort to look good, so by the time i find her, looks won't be an issue anymore. oh yes, i have known this for so long - that is, i do have quite a handful of insecurities. i believe working my way to reversing them is not bad after all. in the end, it's a killing-two-birds-with-one-stone situation.

see... at the end of it all... i am still a kindergarten at heart.. cheers!.. hehe